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Let Me See Your Hands

These days, I believe it is becoming more and more difficult for people to distinguish between what is real and what isn’t.  Every now and then, my two oldest kids and I like to look at crazy and hilarious pictures on the internet. The first thing they’ll always ask is, “Are those Photoshopped?”. Outrageous special effects are today’s standard, and as you can imagine, it leaves my kids to snicker and poke at some of the movies and video games I used to enjoy at their age.  According to what I observe with my 9 year old son, it doesn’t really matter if something is real or not, as long as it looks cool.

With the gospel being packaged in such a powerful format, it’s authenticity is hardly questioned.  I might even be bold enough to say, we might not even care if the message we are hearing is true or not, as long it entertains us.  Lets take a deeper look into why we’ve let man build such a flawless veneer to our faith, instead of thrusting ourselves upon the jagged cornerstone of truth.

Our fear of making a judgement call on a pastor’s body of work, especially before committing to his doctrine is daunting.  Let’s remove the “thou shall not judge” card from the deck, so we can all ante up and move forward. We don’t have the right to condemn the world but we do have the right to judge a man by his fruits (Matthew 7:20 ESV), especially the ones who we allow to speak into the lives of our family. Then if you really want to split hairs, it states, “How can you say to your brother, ‘Brother, let me take out the speck that is in your eye,’ when you yourself do not see the log that is in your own eye? You hypocrite, FIRST take the log out of your own eye, and THEN you will see clearly to take out the speck that is in your brother’s eye.” (Luke 6:42 ESV) This is beautiful because instead of condemning others with our pride, we approach them with much grace and impart our new heart of repentance.

Christ provides a resolution on how to check the authenticity of a man claiming to be who he says he is.  When Jesus ascended down from heaven after his crucifixion, he knew his appearance was different and provided evidence to show the marks of his walk and sacrifice. “When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples were glad when they saw the Lord. (John 20:20 ESV) His hands displayed that he was the Christ they knew, and what an incredible way to display what his purpose was here on earth.

When searching for the pastor that will lead you through discipleship from week to week, one way to check the authenticity of his gospel is to look at his hands.  Are they marked with a great burden? Do you see proof that he is not just leading from behind a desk?  Is there evidence that he is doing more than “masterminding” a project and overlooking “his” people while “they” serve the community.  Look at the life of Christ. He had the lowest position on earth, but we still seem to believe success in the ministry is graduating from youth pastor to senior pastor or from seminary to the ministry of Meetings & Coffee. The church of today doesn’t need another president of an organization, it needs field generals who are willing to die.  The world doesn’t need more men that can communicate the gospel with just words and intellect, the world needs more men who can personally demonstrate the gospel by adopting the burdens of the needy. (Matthew 25:31-46 ESV)

As you search your city for the right pastor and church, try to look pass the building or children’s program and find someone who’s hands are dirty with the scent of his community. Protect yourselves from being deceived by a vision which speaks of “what we should do”, and start looking for a visual of what a pastor is already doing on a personal level. Make sure your church is birthed from a mission, not an obligation to a group of missions that were voted on after the church was built. I know pastors will either love or hate this message because it exposes who they really are, but the church body has to be informed about the false gospels of America before we can be purified as His bride. (Galatians 1:6-10 ESV)

In Christ & In Triumph,

Finish Strong


Before the Apostle Paul was a follower of Jesus Christ, he (Saul) was a Pharisee, and a mean one at that. However, when the Lord “rocked his world” on his trip to Damascus, this one time Christian killer would never be the same again. You see, Paul at one time was a “success” in the world of the religious. He was an educated leader, wealthy and a zealot for his position. But his conversion experience seemed to wipe away all that he was. Paul writes in Philippians 4:12-13 “I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.”

Before I went into kindergarten in Cuero, TX, I met a boy there who I never knew would become my friend for life. We not only went to school together, go to the same church together, but we grew up together from Cuero to Lubbock, TX (We were also in each other’s wedding). We both were athletes and played football, however I stayed in football and he played his guitar. All the hours of practice and calluses payed off for him. He went from a young boy from Lubbock to playing lead guitar for the famous Christian rock band Petra. He not only stopped there, he also received a Grammy Award and was inducted into the Rock-n-Roll Hall of fame. He had everything any musician would want-fame, fortune, awards, a beautiful wife and 4 wonderful kids. Yet God had other plans for him.

This past year my friend Pete Orta made one of the greatest leaps of faith that I have seen in a long time. He left his career and opened his home to runaways, rejects, and the group that society calls the outcasts. Pete and Kelli took it upon themselves to become parents to these teens while their 4 kids welcomed the fact that they would be sharing their mom and dad with complete strangers! This incredible ministry is called, In Triumph.

You know, every once in a “blue moon” an epiphany happens that makes you gasp at the mere idea of something great. Yet the ones that accomplish this mission are the ones you would least expect. From Grammy Award winner to servant of the Most High, Pete Orta has truly made me gasp! The Lord’s hand has molded this man to take on a mission that is truly a biblical epiphany. Thus when ministries like In Triumph comes around, the body of Christ must connect with it!

If your church, your family, home Bible study group, RA’s, GA’s, missions ministry and/or you as an individual have been praying as to who to assist financially or in benevolence, allow me to suggest that you consider blessing In Triumph. If you did it to the least of these (outcasts, addicts, pill poppers, gangsters, homeless, parentless, etc), you would have done it as unto the Lord!

Representing Those In The Fight- Pastor Sammy

Rock To Rock

I wanted to share this note with you about a man named Pete Orta who use to play guitar with the Christian Group “PETRA”. Pete won Grammy awards for his music and chose to lay it all down and follow the path God was leading him and his family to. That was to reach troubled teens that have aged out of the foster system and have no hope. This family is amazing! Please read the letter below that my husband wrote. It is rare I encourage people to donate to anything. But this is one ministry that we believe in. This family does not ask for donations and live faith to faith not knowing where their rent or food is coming from. They have literally sold almost everything from there prosperous old life. At the end of the letter you can go to this site and read about this ministry. In Triumph I have also added a few pictures for you to see. ~ Karen Forman

I am the Director of the ROCK Student Center in Monroe, Georgia. The ROCK is a teen center who reaches out to inner-city teens or teens in need. We have 80 to 100 students that attend the ROCK. The ROCK is a non-profit organization and has made a difference in literally 100 teens. In the past 2 years we have had literally hundreds of students walk through the doors of the ROCK.

I met Pete Orta through my brother-n-law who is in the music industry in Nashville, Tennessee. He helped me get in touch with Pete so we could put our ideas and resources together to help the troubled teens that God has called us to reach.

We sent one of the students from the ROCK to Pete almost a year ago. This student was a drop out from high school, trying to stand and do what God had called him to do. His situation was very hard because he lived in an apartment that was in the housing authority and was in the middle of the inner-city. He was surrounded by drugs, gangs and did not stand much of a chance at life unless he was physically out of his situation. When I called Pete Orta, he did not hesitate and told me when the details were worked out to put him on the next plane out to Texas and he would help this young man. Pete and his wife Kelli took this young man in from Georgia and helped him see the plan God had for his life. It is nothing short of a miracle what happened! This young man started a new path of being able to get a high school diploma. He has been mentored by Pete on a daily basis and literally an hour to hour basis. God has done a miracle in this guy’s life through the instrument of a man named Pete Orta. This young man was literally hopeless and Pete helped him see what he could be through God’s eyes.

I took a trip to Texas and spent some time with Pete and his family so I could see for myself first hand what goes on in his home on a daily basis. I was amazed at the many sacrifices Pete and his family make so that God’s unfortunate children could have hope and stand a chance at being able to lead a successful life. There was complete order in the middle of a home that has no agenda except to lead others to the fountain of life which is Jesus Christ our Lord. Even though there was no hidden agenda or no strict schedule to follow, there was a perfect unexplainable peace and order in the middle of lives that to others seem chaotic. Pete and Kelly are teaching these teens on a daily basis basic living skills that will help them survive not only physically and mentally but mostly to survive spiritually. These teens that live with them are basically children that adults have thrown away because of their own mixed up lives that they could never get right. As a result these children that have no hope have been rescued by God and God saw to it that their paths crossed paths with Pete Orta. Now these thrown-away children can now be adults that have survived and become miracles that will go and share their lives with others. It becomes like a big chain of God’s grace that goes on and on and the result is lives literally being changed. One of the things I was amazed at most is that they are still able to love and care for their own children in a way that only can be a “God” thing. Pete and Kelli still were able to give each of their 4 biological children undivided attention. They reminded me of the energizer bunny that keeps going and going and going. And yet wakes up refreshed ready to tackle what ever God has for them the next day.

It is amazing to me that we live many states apart but still we are able to kind of team up with each other. My wife and I are so thankful for Pete and Kelli Orta. We feel God placed them in our paths to help children we might not ever be able to help complete. We joke and say that we catch the fish and send them to Pete to “scale” and “clean up”. These are two people that sacrifice daily and remind us of Paul in the Bible. In looking at their lives it is obvious it has to be God doing this through them because there could not possibly be a hidden agenda. There is no money to be made and no material things to be gained. Only the treasure of a life being changed forever!

Their website is In Triumph


Howard Forman, Director
The ROCK Student Center, Monroe, GA

Pete with his own children and his “In Triumph” teens

Pete’s wife Kelli with the student we sent them

Pete with the group Petra


It’s been awhile since I last wrote to you. God has been working His will in us as a family. When He called me to bring the homeless youth of America into our home, the two things He instructed of me were to tell my story, and not ask for money. As I’m walking through this, the stories of what God is doing are amazing. Yes, you can live in America and still experience miracles! With the lethal virus of the prosperity gospel running reckless throughout our American churches, I thought God instructed me not to initiate financial support so that people would know I had no ulterior motive, or perhaps I thought it was His way to keep me focused on Him as my provider, not man. While that may have been the case then, God’s purpose always runs deeper than we know. I want to share with you what I’ve learned this far. I hope it encourages you to pick up your cross and chase Jesus.

We run out of food at times and are always close to getting evicted out of the place we live. I’ve been on the phone with many of you as meals where becoming thin and, as the earthly needs of my own children were not being met, but never said a word. And during these times, my family and our teens that God has brought into our lives, remain so grateful for what we do have. During my prayer time in the past, I would always focus on myself and my own family. I’m not saying this is wrong, but let me persuade you to make a shift in the way you might be accustom to seeking God. The deepest part of God’s heart is suffering and aching for his people. The kids here have been through suicide attempts to prostitution and the pain is enormous. It is no wonder God is calling us to know His heart and to know what grieves Him. Many times we think we are also “suffering with Christ” because we are dealing with repercussions and consequences of choices, or the anxiety we feel as we run short on funds at the end of the month. But this is not what it means to suffer with Christ. I am talking about taking on the suffering of someone else’s life and carrying the burden of another person’s pain. God wants us to take on burdens that are bigger than our selfish concerns and sacrificially give of ourselves to them. This is the only way we will ever touch the depths of our Father’s heart. He weeps for the pain of the lost and His heart aches for the less fortunate. God didn’t want me to ask for money to prevent me from becoming the next gospel whore, he did it it so that I would find the depths of His heart.

We have so many needs since we walked away from our income to chase the unwanted of the world. But it’s through our sacrifice and through the suffering of the lives of these kids that we have touched the tears of God. I use to think how blessed I was to live here in America, but now I resent the things that fed my comfortable life, because they have robbed me from knowing the true heart of God. I am praying for God to bring us a great harvest of souls. I have counted the cost and I’m prepared to sacrifice even more, to suffer even more. Challenge me in this, I want you to make yourself uncomfortable this month for someone else. Take on the aguish of another person. Give of yourself sacrificially and ask God to show you His heart. Not a one time effort but endure the burden of someone for 30 days. You tell me if you can’t feel and see a part of God that you’ve never embraced before. Your Father will remain faithful and open up the deepest parts of His heart to you. The more you sacrifice for someone, the deeper that you will touch Him. You will also find that in your suffering, the real prosperity in the gospel is the gift of feeling what God feels.

In Christ & In Triumph,
Pete Orta

Something’s Gotta Give

I believe in having a good work ethic, but a few years back I ran out of steam. For the first time in my life I was lost. I believe all of us reach this point at some time, it just depends on how long our resources last. My self-discipline, self-confidence and the self-serving purpose of my life fed everything but my spirit; the real me inside was dying. As I was at the bottom of my life and couldn’t collect any answers for myself, I remember finally thinking, this is not the end. There was nothing there for me and I didn’t want to go out like that, I wanted to do something, besides die a slow death. My faith deepened as time went on while the soldier inside of me still desired a good fight to feel alive. I started making calls to people I knew and apologizing for my self-serving motives in the past, most never recognized it in me but I recognized it in myself. I would ask, “What I can I do for you? What’s your dream? What do you want to accomplish this year and why?” Not having value left in what I had done, I was forced to see my own value apart from my accomplishments or lack there of. That mind shift immediately began to help me peel away the layers to see the true identity of the people around me. My world started to transform, suddenly I was talking with someone’s son on the phone, having lunch with someone’s husband, having a meeting with some kids father, who was just trying to put food on his family’s table. I grew a heart for them because I knew how it felt to be alone on my journey and I didn’t want anybody else to experience what I had felt. I started digging into their lives and helping them break through the thick glass wall they once built through failure and disappointment. I fell in love with humanity and started to serve it. As they would reveal their need, I became committed to their dreams and their ideas. I put everything I had into to helping them make it happen. I pushed their ideas to the next level as well as provided the tools to be effective. I really wanted people to win. I started asking questions that would help define what they did and how they did it. I was not only branding them, I was branding my fire within them. The power of giving is a force that has no mercy, it’s an aggressive current that absorbs peoples skepticism, doubts and fears.

Something happened to me, I was alive, and without any strength of my own. If I ever think about me, I still feel lost, but it’s just a reminder of what my life is like without the love for other people. What’s funny is that in my time of despair, I would always say. “Something’s gotta give” not knowing that the something was me.

– Pete Orta

“For though I am free from all men, I have made myself a slave to all, so that I may win more.” – Paul the Apostle